Well things are looking up. Yeah- but still things aren't the best. :/

Mom's cancer actually has just been combated with by a new experimental drug. So she no longer is 'terminal' thank the lord. But- On the downside, she's been using her sickness as an excuse for her to try to do stupid shit like claim that I'm not doing the things I've been told to do and kick down my door for it. When in fact I am doing what I was told to do.. AND that thing to do is clean my room. I'm stressed out beyond reason. LUCKILY, my boyfriend is here and helping me try to calm down. I don't blame my mother for being upset or depressed. No. I understand how it is. she's depressed because she just lost her friend and her husband. But she doesn't need to claim that I act like i'm the only one who misses him. Fuck no. I miss him just as much as anyone else in this family OR who knew him. The truth of the matter is she's acting like she's the only one who misses him.

well i'm done bitching about my life. DURPDURP.

IGNORE THIS HAAAAAAA- I just wanted to update you all. My mom's still kicking. has to do chemo for the rest of her life
but
still kicking.